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He’s the child of German people who lived through the Second World War.
My maternal great-grandparents put an ad for their daughter as a mail order bride in order to get out of the country before the Wall.
Didn’t think of asking her first.
Which side did you get your autism from and why is it your undiagnosed dad’s side?
#actually autistic#my mom once said#your brother’s not autistic#he just acts like your father#and it clarified a ton for me#actually neurodivergent#german immigrants#mail order bride#i know little about their lives#pre canada#i accept the reasons for that
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Hello! It is I, the OC loving Anon! I have been sent to ask about your OC... Ahh... *Checks hand* Clover? And his life as he gets together with a certain Fledgling.
Please info dump about this big guy. The people want to know more! 🤍
hello !
HAHA okay so like clover is my combat medic OC that basically just bullies his way into @bunnysnared's fledge's life after his several visits to the medbay.
sit tight and let's talk about all things clover! (ㅅ´ ˘ `)
bare essentials (what makes clover... well, clover):
• big lad (6'3ft/190cm) • 31 y/o • rank: sergeant? (he's been PMC for a while) • clover has this choppy mullet situation because he hates short hair, but needs the sides trimmed for his headset to sit snuggly. u won't see his forehead often lol • piercings that def need to be taken off for an op - 3 on his right ear - 5 on his left ear - a labret piercing (lip) - and many more! (😏) • a neck tattoo of a stag skull and a wreath of laurels surrounding it • his lucky coin (that he bets other's lives on) • a freggie charm (a weird frog thing he adores) • an ambiguous accent (sounds like he's from london, but he definitely isn't)
the story so far or whatever:
Clover was a medic for a task force specializing in interrogations and intel gathering, but was thrown to the wayside after a traumatic back injury that temporarily takes him out of the field. Retirement isn't an option for guys like him, so he's made a medic on a uk base with his own little office. he hates paperwork, but what can u do, ykno. his bedside manners are horrible and his superior Fish isn't too happy about that, but he's too good at what he does to let him go (and even has clover trained for a position as head medic to replace him lmao). he settles into the routine of a sterile environment and possibly says goodbye to getting back out into the field. but here arrives fledge, in for a patch up. and another. and another. clover becomes a lil obsessed with him (read: falls in love with him) to the point of training to get back into a task force fledge's on as their combat medic. the captain likes him, so he's inducted in without any problems. or smth. LMAO. the rest is clvrfldg history.
what the bastard is like:
clover doesn't care for regulations. its obvious in the way he looks. he's one step away from being kicked to the curb and dishonorably discharged from medical malpractice. (i.e: coin tossing if u live or die or if he should give you anesthetic lmao) but he's damn good at his job, so they don't want to lose a great asset like him. all smiles that don't reach the eyes, and eyes that never shine, he's unreadable. you won't get a lick about his past or anything about himself. its like pulling teeth because he'll redirect a conversation back to you. very observant (and a bit of a sadist lol). uses it to his advantage as a medic, its what keeps him sharp (and a bit mean). will notice the little details and patterns and use what he can to turn things in his favor. manipulate mansplain manwhore or whatever lmao
also clover isn't his real name it's [REDACTED]
ty for reading this far and for the ask! hopefully this gives a better understanding of my baby boy!!
#btw bunny knows more about clover than i do bc i had to ask her what clover's life story was LMFAOOO#feel free to ask more questions these just scratch the surface of his character#or if anything needs clarifying from the jumbled mess that is my thoughts#both bunny n i can answer clvrfldg related stuff so u can ask either one of us :3#i also have a ton of art hoarded from all the AUs we have so far HAHA so tune in for those eventually i guess#also ty to gomz for letting me link fish!!!!#coin toss will always be in my heart lmao#my boy has evolved since then#[oc] clover#clvrfldg#cod oc#bressymposium#bressyntax#bressymbols
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Had to immediately go through the Teo tag after day 3, dying over this tag you wrote. Day 4 spoilers?
✦゜ANSWERED: That was a vague Day 3 spoiler, actually!! 😼 But there's another tag on that post which can be considered a spoiler for Day 4 (and onwards)... >:3c
#I do that a lot hehe#I put a TON of spoilers in da tags and pass them off as jokes#I do wanna clarify that if it has the /j tone indicator; then it really is a joke and /non canon#Also!! Some tags are just literal jokes/me bantering with anon/the person who sent the ask#💌 — answered.#💖 — 14 days with queue.#un-petit-papillon
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I don’t really have the right words but i like the idea of Hobie doing quick checks for people’s safety without even really moving too much, as both a skill learned from his childhood and just a way he would be anyway. Like let’s say Gwen is calling him and she’s crying but sounds very detached. Hobie’s gonna do a quick mental checklist like this: (Injured? -> Alone? -> Aware? -> Show up -> distract as hiding weapons -> calm her -> check speech -> move location? -> check for injury) and it gets more complex as need be. He’d do this with all his friends and the people he helps in general, and it’s a quick and barely noticeable process unless he tells you he’s even doing that, which he usually doesn’t. I also like to think he was kind of doing this when he was talking to Miles on the way to meet Miguel, just very toned down (for him).
#like. you know how people keep you talking to keep you distracted and your body ends up giving away a ton of info like that#miles has a nurse mom and is so nursebug to me. so he can also do this but purely medical not mental health really besides do u wanna talk?#so he can pick up on what hobie’s doing sometimes#but yeah hobie does this whenever he thinks his friends are in serious danger of hurting themselves#and i think growing up the way he did (in the comics) really. made this urge to protect and check stronger but he keeps it leashed. which#is such an unhobie thing to do but there’s a fine line between control/not trusting and concern for wellbeing yknow#and he sees leashing the habit as the lesser of two evils really#anyway i realize how autistic this kinda looks. i was actually trying to achieve the opposite but yknow how it is with me#wait wait to clarify i don’t think miles is bad with helping with mental health i think he is just not as experienced/good at it as Hobie+#might be in his sorta cold hard truth learn to live with me way#hobie brown#spiderpunk#spider punk#m&m posts
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Reported for supporting terrorism.
Only peace and love over here 💜 I’ll never stop speaking about human rights.
It’s Free Palestine until this brutal occupation is over 💜
#my usual response to hate mail is to delete it but I wanted to respond once to clarify my position#I’m only posting this one because I want to show everyone that I will not be harassed into backing down#I get a ton of hate mail like this from genocide sympathisers and it hasn’t stopped me before and won’t stop me now#free palestine#palestine#free gaza#gaza#gaza strip
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I GOT AN INTERNSHIP YEEHAW
#WE'RE SO BACK#it's at a day nursery 🥹🥹 i applied last week and got the offer todayyyy without even needing an interview#i sent a quick email without a cv and called earlier this week to clarify the only requirement is that i see everyday kindergarten life etc#because i wrote tons of applications and only got a reply from two of them but they turned me down so. i prepared to die#microdosing on kids by working with them and if some of them annoy me i can give them back to their parents in the afternoon#now i can actually start studying in september 😭😭#mel talks
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There is a huge tie to the religious parts of Judaism for converts, but it honestly wasn't just the religion that drew me to wanting to become Jewish, and I think it's important to know that it's not just about religion, at least for me.
I'm in a wishy-washy area of religion, honestly, and I don't think that's a bad thing. Maybe as I grow deeper in my understanding and find my own little niche, I'll be the most religious man alive, but that's frankly not where I am.
I think what drew me to Judaism is a combination of the People and the Religion, and sometimes I see the religious parts conflated way more with converts (which makes sense). It's hard to explain, but I don't just want to be a religious jew, I want to be a jew. I think both is important to me
#jumblr#jewish conversion#jew by choice#personal thoughts tag#if any of this is worded weirdly forgive me haha /lh#i'm paranoid about this being construed as being fetishistic and i want to clarify that is not what i mean at all#it's a weird feeling ig? i'm shaky in a ton of things but i want to be sensitive about it y'know?#anyway yeah. 👍🫶 i hope everybody had a good shabbat:)
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You're getting old (positive) (affectionate)
Nice try. I mean if disliking stuff getting stolen, retooled and reposted out of context irreverently as an inferior version of itself makes me old then I'm embracing my new primordial status wholeheartedly.
#bring on the clouds I'll shake my fist at all of them#anyways because of a comment i got on this I'd like to clarify#since im not allowed to be sassy on the internet when someones being rude#im mildly perturbed about the tiny little lies that a sprinkled around the internet#where things that are meaningful get watered down and changed and commodified until they lose all meaning#hell if dick seal was real I'd think shits hilarious- but its not and most people dont know#and theres millions of things like that everywhere you go and theres no way of knowing what's really real#ive probably seen tons of stuff and believed it without question#just thoughts in my head#still reserving the right to BACK IN MY DAY tho lol#reminds me of that old lesson they taught in school about articles on the internet and there was one about a tree octopus#anyways the point was to pick out what was fake and can you believe it the TREE OCTOPUS WAS REAL#(no it wasnt)
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i’m trying to catch up with as much dimension 20 as i can before fantasy high junior year, i’m currently on a starstruck odyssey, and can i just say: there is truly no greater example of ally beardsley’s dnd progress than the parallel of ally as kristen applebees willingly taking 36 points of damage, bringing kristen down to 3 hit points as kristen plummets multiple stories due to a failed attempt to use a ribbon dance as a way to fly down 10 stories, and ally as margaret encino willingly taking 11 points of damage, bringing margaret down to 3 hit points so margaret can fall 30 feet from a camera nest, walk up to a giant corn guy, and say “you suck” as all the intrepid heroes look on assuming this to be usual beardsley tomfoolery, only for margaret to walk away & trigger an attack of opportunity which gives murph as barry a chance to push this guy off a ledge & possibly win them the entire encounter & over 1 million credits. INSANE. ally beardsley i’m obsessed with your mind
#ally beardsley#fantasy high#kristen applebees#a starstruck odyssey#margaret encino#what is true joy if not ally beardsley saying ‘call to the guards’ & brennan shouting ‘NOOOOO’#just so funny god#ESPECIALLY because literally one minute earlier brennan was for real trying to goad beardsley into falling from the nest like#‘so did you get some temp kublacaine hp’ thinking he was using beardsley’s insatiable chaos in his favor LITTLE DID HE KNOW#‘statistically you would stay up’ THEY PLAYED HIM LIKE A FUCKING FIDDLE#OH THE HUBRIS#admittedly i haven’t watched nvaf yet but kristen pete margaret the beardsley big 3 to me#also this is unimportant but:#for the sake of my pride i do wanna clarify i was catching up w/ d20 before the fhjy announcement but it has sped up the process a shit ton#i need to understand all the inevitable references#& yea could i watch just the ih campaigns & be fine? probably. but do i emotionally need to watch things chronologically? YES#just have *checks notes* 7 campaigns to watch beforehand not including my planned fh&fhsy rewatch :)#also i literally took a little break from the episode to type this but aso has been INSANE so far especially these past 2 eps!#i’d heard reference of operation slippery puppet but had no idea what it was so i was like ‘omg’ when siobhan mentioned it and THEN#just so insane emily axford my beloved the scheming goes crazy#also also final thing sorry for ranting in the tags but GOD murph has been rollinh so fucking well in this fight BIG BARRY SYX I LOVE YOU#intrepid heroes i love you forever thank you for introducing me to the wonderful world of dropout & of dnd actualplay#okay anyways back to the battle of the brands pt. 2 <3
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ok. i GUESS this is happening now. ok.
#sigh. sigh. sigh…#believe me i am NOT proud of it.#hahahahahahaha anyway.#tfw your homie only loves the world bc it has you in it 😂😂😂😂😂😂#tfw your homie thinks youre his guardian angel bc without you he doesnt care if he lives or dies 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂#tfw youre the only one tethering him down to earth 😂😂😂😂 justgirlythingz!#anyways…#codependent yaoi on the third day of pride. sure#i realize some of my notes might sound concerning so i just wanna clarify: NO abuse here! just immense codependency lol#and like a fuck ton of emotional barriers#but i guess thats it then! könimaya :^)#fun fact i mentally refer to our ship name as kanimayo too lmfao#if u dont fw this (shields your eyes)#i would like to add that ive never played cod and dont plan on it either ive been getting my info via osmosis. ty#I FORGOT TO ADD: maya is not in the military. theyre a civilian#🦀#my art :^)#könig x y/n#(<- i guess…)#könig x oc#könig cod#self ship#self insert
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there is truly something such a powerful latent homoeroticism in makeup tiktok. women talking for ages and ages about how beautiful other women are and going to great lengths to emulate them as closely as possible.... I know what you are 🍓👩❤️💋👩
#bolo speaks#you could write a whole gender studies paper on the intersections of consumerism envy (ideas of) beauty and power in makeup tiktok tbh#it's far from unproblematic in case I need to clarify that.#but this whole sabrina carpenter trend (to those not in the know she released a new music video#and it has a LOT of women releasing tons of videos about how *beautiful* she is and how to copy her style)#made me realize the extent to which women's obsession with the female form is the lifeblood of this particular niche#fascinating to me!
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the battle between "reach out to every new person you see online who seems cool" and "never talk to anyone Ever"
#the perfect in between is joining a new discord server talking for one day and then muting it. but unfortunately i am not cool enough for#anyone to invite me. sad.#i have been trying to get out of my. “comfort zone”. and try to make new friends.#shaking trembling puppy gif. im trying.#anyways sorry i never posted my art before and now am suddenly posting a ton. the reason was bc i didnt draw before and now i am#i want to improve and the only way for that to happen is through practice.#i suppose i should clarify on the off chance that more than my 3 followers see this somehow. i am friendly and will happily talk to new#people. reaching out is just scary lol. anyways#it seems like a good time to maketumblr my journal again. forgot how nice it is to ramble in tags
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on one hand i respect everyones right to be a hater and be annoyed by things that dont matter. on the other hand i dont think those "my art pet peeves" videos have ever added anything positive to the world
#rot.txt#oh boo hoo you dont like it when people have gaps in their lineart and had to make a whole video about it. should we call solar sands.#i remember watching solar sand's video like this and getting so pissed off because it was just stuff that does not matter...#just dont look at it. did you have to make a whole VIDEO about this? if you want to complain so bad complain to your friends#to me there is a crucial difference between complaining in private to your friends and complaining in a public youtube video#that tons of people are going to watch.#resisting my urge to clarify 10000 times im just trusting that people read this in good faith#(gritting my teeth while i do this)
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Miguel is talking about Lachrian Faith what's your opinions or experiences with it?
i saw. idk. i grew up there i guess. my family on my dad and fathers side are all super lachrian and i think my pa is to some extent too?? idk. my mom isnt she just like. follows along because like she lives there and likes to partake in other cultures and the lachrian faith is very much a huge part of vulgrado's culture. i used to be i think but idk i dont really believe in it anymore. i dont know how much of it is real i dont think lachrilove or serasphirit are real. i dont think legendaries are real in general anymore with some exceptions.
idk how much of it is i just dont believe in it anymore or how much is the fact that so much of my childhood has been tied to vulgrado, so much of it spent there, so much of my moms culture that i havent really gotten to experience for various reasons that im running away from it out of spite. i dont even know what region my pa is from other than not vulgrado so i sure as hell dont know his culture either. idk. i never got an island challenge and im finally getting to make itup NOW right before its too late. my mom used to tell me how she wished she coulda taken me to the festivals they have for jirachi in hoenn because we cant make a proper wish without a shrine unless we see a shooting star. a lot of stuff i know about alolan culture is because of alolans telling me after i came to narauva. most of the stuf of history and culture of both my family on my moms side and also just the world in general comes from my grandma telling me stories as a kid and i dont know how much of it is real or fake or how much is real but does or doesnt actually apply to me. she used to tell me about the wolves and kingsmen and how the hounds respected them. i dont know if she made that up and was right or we actually remembered them.
am i non religious because im non religious or am i non religious because im afraid of the fact ive all but abandoned one side of my family?
#blind spot#maple moment#//maple experiences the horrors of children with parents from different culture + the horrors of kids living in a different country than#//the one that their family comes from#//i need to clarify before anyone comes at me because some people on tumblr are stupid that like#//my parents are immigrants and also come from two different cultures and i experiance this like. can i call myself from their cultures#//when barely know one and even what i know about the other is so damn sparse and the first time i went to the country one side of#//my family is from was this year. i am an adult. i have never visited the country the other side is from and likely will not for YEARS#//so this is written from the heart to some extent + also from talking with a ton of people with similar experiances both religiously and#//culturally. but lets be real religion and culture do go hand in hand to some degree. culture and religion do shape eachother#//ask to tag btw i feel like this needs some sorta tw but i cannot think of what
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I've been saying this but seriously? for real? father can die in a hole. nora/mizuchi has never stepped one millimeter out of line and yet he turns on her at the slightest provocation. the two most recent chapters (104) are prime disgustingness but I just finished 46 in my reread and right from the beginning he's been willing to fawn over her and then flip to casual threats of torture/death without batting an eyelash. NO WONDER she's like that. she could ABSOLUTELY be fixed with some love and a warm bowl of soup and yet that absolute grease stain had to get his hands on her. ALL SHE EVER WANTED WAS FOR SOMEONE TO GENUINELY CARE FOR HER AND IF SHE DOES NOT GET WHAT SHE DESERVES I'M GOING TO RIOT. one of the BEST examples of getting my opinion on a character turned around I have ever seen. you don't have all the information at the beginning and so you're like "wow she's creepy, and she's doing some crappy stuff to the main characters for no discernible reason, yikes," but then you get to the end and it's like "never mind! sucks that it had to hurt others but actually that makes perfect sense!"
oh and don't even get me started on yato and yukine or we'll be here all frickin day. something something bla bla blah parallels about yukine's horrible dad and yato extending a hand to him and telling him to live and giving him a second chance and then yukine's efforts to do something about mistreated kids in the human world and then looping back to be there for yato (child with a horrible dad). something about two people who are really just young, at the core of it all, thrust into the positions of responsibility and caretaking inherent to the god/shinki dynamic; giving to each other when they barely have anything left themselves. list me three characters in noragami with stable family lives and no deep seated trauma, I dare you. it's absolutely rife with extremely well done and complex theming and parallelism that's ripe for analysis but I've got too much irl stuff to do right now so it'll just have to sit in my head while I scream about the broadest parts on tumblr. AAAAAAHHHHHHH.
#pickle pontificates#ugh. augh. ohg.#noragami spoilers#noragami#also i think there's a father stan following me? hi!#you seem like a cool person so i wanna clarify that i think he's a well done character that's been seriously wronged#and the heavens have a metric crap ton of crimes to answer for#but my heart is with the kids and i cannot stand him so i am screaming about it today XD#fiction likers rights baby love who you love
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i think if i have the chance at home i’m going to print out a little lesbian flag decal and put it up in my cubical. i met with my boss’s boss and she had the bisexual flag pinned to her desk which makes me feel more confident / that it’s okay. i don’t mind people knowing but i just find it hard to say the words or correct people the first time it comes up in conversation and they assume i’m straight. i feel like this is a good subtle way to let people know without having to Let Them Know
#and not to be all internalized homophobia about it but i don’t want that to be anyone’s first impression of me either#like having to go around and clarify that or try and make it obvious to a ton of people is exhausting and i KNOW it will have people#thinking a certain way about me especially if i try and go out of my way to bring it up just to get it out of the way#mine
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